約２ヶ月の春休み始まっちゃった～。 最近充実してるなって感じることができてるってのは幸せだね。この春休みはほんとにわたしにとって重要で重要なんだよ。乗り越えなくちゃなんないね。
ちょっぴり不安なんだけどね。高校の時、ずっと授業中とか考えてたのさ、自分がどういう生活をしたいかとか、どういう風になりたいかとか。そいで今、着実にその理想は変化してってて、それでいてそれに沿って前に少しずつでも進んでいるって感じる。そういうのが嬉しいんだよね。実際何が良いのかとか正しいかとか、自分でも分からないさ。それを知るには無知すぎるね。でも何もしないよりずっといい、心からそう思うよ。高校に通ってちゃ何も身動きできなかったんだ、だから今とても自分自身幸せなんだと思う。ただ、勉強しないのは問題だねー笑 本読も。
About 2 months long spring vacation has started! I'm happy that I can feel a sense of fulfillment these days. This spring vacation is important and important for me. I think I have to get over. Well though I'm uneasy a little. When I was in high school, I was always thinking about my ideal future life during a whole class. And now, that ideal is changing steadily, and I'm progressing along it. I'm glad to feel something like that. Yeah I really don't know what is good and what is right. I'm too ignorant to know that. But I know it is better than do nothing in the end. I couldn't try anything when I was a high school student so I think myself as a happy person, right now.
Yes, however! it is a problem that I don't try to study...I'll read books anyway.
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